we all see it differently...

I haven't been here for sometime, its 2011, a fresh start, I still have the same friends And generally do the same thing most days but things are going to be different one day. I want to focus on, firstly my dreams becase I know I am the only one who can make things happen ,and. I want to do well this year, just generally....
Its true you realise things as you grow up And there's a few people I can no longer trust And so far some people have let me down, but I have new and. More genuine people I can now trust, imma make the best of 2011.

Just a quick note now for anna, who has dedicateed many posts to me, all about good times, so thankyou xx

School Holidays ^^

I AM SO BORED

i know i said i wouldn't be , but its the evening

and i know theres lots of things i SHOULD be doing but i cant be bothered !

I dont care if i was THE BOREDEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE HISTORY OF BOREDOM i do not want to go back to school !

these holidays have actually been quite good i guess tho

:P Hope ur holidays r go just as well ^^

Its been a while :p

Hey Its been a while ...

S0rry !

Since i blogged last ... i broke up from school , spent an amazing week in turkey , met loadsa new ppl , went to town with anna , saw a proper random toy troll ( yh that really happened O_o ) and went to Jennies flat and held her snake ... which was quite scary cuz i'd just held her hamster and probably smelt like it to the snake .. which kinda means F00D ! Saw Sade and Elise in t0wn eating the same icecream that , according to jemina , tastes like crayons :P I've had amazing times and i hope the holidays are just as good and i wanna meet up with loadsa other ppl =) anyone who's friends with me on hotmail should check out my blingee edits ... l0l

well i've run outta things to say ,
but before i go , anna asked me to write
* 17 random favourite things i l0ve *

( here goes =D )

1) Music ... uhmm ... tryna be more specific ...
2) Blingee !
3) accidentally [ on perpous ] adding an extra I in words :/
4) d0gs that l00k ridiculously scary ... but aren't ...
5) full battery on my ipod // phone
6) updatiing my msn status when i actually have something to say
7) waking up on the weekend at lunch time :/
8) days when my hair ACTUALLY LOOKS OKAY
9) new eariings xD
10) gettin Youtube subscribers
11) when things so generally well
12) bein so useless that i only arrange 2 meet up with m8s THAT mornin
13) buyiing stuff !
14) eatin ridicullous amounts of chocolate
15) my m8s who r all pretty random
16) the occasional epic fail
17) ... AND findin new comments on my blog ( hint hint xD )

L0ve Citty xxx

May and June ! =P

May ;
it seems so long ago !!! so much has happened , the song of the month was definately " Your loce is my drug " by Ke$ha for SO many reasons. And the randomest , most pointless quote comes from the end of the song ; " I like your beard " :p Lol

May was ... good . Okayy ... really good . we've had some decent weather and a good laugh. I had some really good days out . one of the best being Hayling Island . i spent a whole day on rollercoasters ! :D

June ; Its my birthday on the 7th ! thats a monday :S . But I'm excited anyway . i'm just GLAD its not a wednesday , i HATE wednesdays ... and you would too if you had the lessons i did. I can't wait for next week , starting Saturday i have 4 partys and 1 exam !!! Its Gonna be amazingg !!!

The greatest love of all x

I decided long ago
never to walk in anyone's shadow
if i fail
if i suceed
atleast i've lived as i believe
no matter what they take from me
they can't take away my dignity

Dreams - the sort you " dream " about !?

Okay so i'm hoping you know what i mean when i say that - not a dream to sing or act but a dream that happens most nights ...

It make me wonder , really - what are dreams - why do they happen , are they the past , the future , our fears or our hopes - or all four rolled in to one ? is it purely imagination or are they there for a REASON !? i mean , we could get all technical , any one of you could google this and find a " logical " explanation , but not everything has to be LOGICAL !

because any ' scientist ' could say that its just our imagination and nothing more but they are SCIENTISTS and lookin for SCIENCE - logic and facts .

Often my dreams seem to reflect some truth and most seem to have a DEJA VU approach later on in life - the latest example of this happened last night when i dreamt about going to a fair , and the next day i really did end up going to the fairground !

other dreams seem to re-tell or even re-visit the past , a recent dream consisted of me going back to a park with my friend and seeing us playing there as young children but we were right beside them and they could not see us .

some dreams seem to reflect warnings , especially if they are re-occuring . and these can really put you off going somewhere if you have had constant bad dreams about it ( maybe its for the best )

i've done my research ^^ and i found out that quite a few people actually do believe in physic dreams , and that dreams can tell the future or present a warning !

tell me what you think and if you've recently had any crazy dreams =P

Citty Alexandra x

My dream x

who am i ?

My dream is to Sing

not to be famous

i don't want fake friends

who like me for what i've got

but i want the friends who like me

while i'm no one but me .

i want to be on big stages

and i don't want my friends or family

to watch me on tv

or to be there in the crowd

i want them in the wings .

My dream is un-likely

but it doesn't hurt to dream

unless you let it

Here's my dream ,

and i'm gonna dream it ,

and i'm gonna make it happen !

Citty x